I will be missing atuk a lot....

On the 26th of February 2009 at 1.30 pm, i received a call from dad... As I answer the call, I heard a shocking news. My great grandfather has passed away this morning... Not to say I was very sad but was sad enough to make myself cry in McDonald's.... =(

Semoga roh arwah Haji Jantan dicucuri rahmat dan dikurangkan segala seksaan kubur. To the family, harap tabah dalam menuruskan hidup....

I think.....

I think I'm missing you...

I think I still do like you...

I think I'm in love with you again...

I think everyone knows about it...

I even think that you do realize this...

I think there are reasons why we had a few months break the other day...

I think you're not that good looking...

I even think that you are not even that kind hearted...
coz if you are, you wouldn't be doing things that i don't like

BUT

I think that doesn't stop me from loving you

whatever it is...

I still do LOVE you... =)

and I hope it will be more special this time...

Love you...

Busy..Busy..Cats..Busy..

Fuhhhh...!! At last I found a minute or two to update my blog.. Grrr..!! damn man... there are so many things to do... my life is seriously busy this past few weeks.. running here and there.. seeing this ppl that ppl... settling this and that... Fuuhhh..!! jz so busy man... n this two weeks, my schedule is tight with exams... my mid term examinations.. God..!! help me pls... :-( yesterday I had my IELTS exam in British Council... then, went out for lunch, came back and strated doing my assignment... while doing assignment, mom asked me to go get cat's food... Aiyh..!! Fine.. I'll go...

On the way, she was telling me that two of our cats have not been coming back for the pass few days... where have they gone to...?? :-? Okay...!! Dats it...!! those are my beloved cats and where are they now...?? normally they'll be back during lunch time and take a nap and Shuhhhh to find 'partner' in the evening... that is the time when i normally come back from college... which most of the time I don't get to see them... :-( Ahh yes...!! I've jz realized that I've not seen them for days.. ALAMAK..!! mane korang nie...???? Then, mom was telling me about how this idiotic human being can be so cruel towards animal jz because of money... the government will jz pass the contract to any company or organization in order for them to get those stray cats and dogs or any other animal and will put them in a 'safe' place... CAUTION PPL..!! they are NOT HELPING those animals... wat they'll do, they'll go to any houses area and will look for stray animals n get them... wat do they do with the animal after that..???? we thought they gonna put them in SPCA or some place where they could save them... BUT... NO..!! they'll get them... strangle them till death... kick them to be put in the van or lorry... and in the end, bury them in some place where no one knows... its TRUE ppl..!! somebody took a video of it and passed them to the TV station... GOODNESS..!!! wat happen to ppl these days... come on.. those animal need shelter from all of us... and wat im worried of now, i am scared that they will do the same to my cats... no..!!! k... im not goin to think of it now... ergh..!! stupid ppl with no feelings and no brains... :-/

dats it about animals.. by the way.. back to my busy life... aiyh..!! was updating my blog and suddenly dad came from the back and started reading it... wat the hell...!! shuh..!! i will never let my parents or any of my family member to read my blog... grrr...!! heheh.. :-P

k la... shall update more later... when...?? i do not know when... heheh.. busy laa... ape laa... k... shall stop now and back to my stupid accounting subject... another IELTS test and accounting mid term tmr...GRRRR...!!! k chow ppl...!!! see ya.... :) take care... love ya loads... :)

Happy New Year 2009!!

hello.. its new year.. happy new to year to everyone... :) its da 3rd day of January n yet im sure everyone is still excited with their azam for 2009.. jz hope our azam bukan hangat-hangat tahi ayam je la kan.. hehe.. :)

ntg much happen last yr... 2008 was da year dat has thought me lots of things in life.. from relationships sampai la ke friendship dan termasuklah jugak hubungan dgn parents n being independant and etc.. well.. i started 2008 dgn cerita yg tak brape best.. i was not myself to be honest.. i started doing things dat im really sure if my parents find out, they will so kill me.. started wih cutting hair short (dat was not really a big deal yet), started year one of my degree early of the yr and taking things dat i shouldnt take (kononnye to release stress).. for God sake...!! never ever meranakan diri sendiri just because of a guy.. come on.. kite dah zaman moden skrang.. women can live on their own.. i mean, women do need men in their life but just dont make yourself look dumb just because of an ****t... :) thats one thing i have learnt... after awhile, i realize that there lots of ppl out there who still loves me esp my frens.. they hv been with me whenever i need them... they r my strength.. den, things changes slowly after that..

middle of the yr, mula terlalai sekejap.. started doing badly dlm studies.. parents did not say anything yet at that time.. not till end of the yr, they told me think wisely... i shouldnt say what is it about but that has made me realize, parents have tried so hard to understand me and yet they still talk to me properly eventho i have been hurting them so badly this yr.. i know, dalam nada suara diorang, harapan yg sgt tinggi diorang letak utk anak diorang ni as i am the one n only child in the family.. insyaallah mak abah, ill change this yr n prove it to others yg anak mak abah ni bukan calang2 budak n jawatan idaman ku itu nanti akan tercapai.. insyaallah.. :) hahah

thn 2008 jugak thn first i get to go holiday with frens.. first dpt pegi wedding kak azza awal thn dgn kwn2.. klu tak dlu, rasenya mcm tak bleh kn.. lps tu, middle of the yr.. i get to go Bangkok with frens too.. :) which i was so happy at that time.. to even think about it, sampai skrang masih teringat Bangkok, but never mind, theres always next time.. i shall think 2009 ni nak pegi mane pulak... hmmm.. hehe.. Manda said, we might be goin Singapore middle of the yr.. tapi perancangannye je la.. not sure whether it is confirm ke tak.. hopefully jd coz we hv never spend time together (old school frens) bercuti kat mane2... :) missing them already...

then, end of the yr ari tu, worked in MGH (as you can see in the post before this).. banyak benda i belajar... get to know new ppl.. very good ppl.. at first, mcm takut2 jugak.. but after a week or two, best la pulak.. not till the last week of December, slowly dah rase mcm sayang nak stop kerja.. wat the heck la.. belajar ade 2 tahun lg kan.. so yeah..!! focus..!! hehehe.. :) kerja tu klu ade rezeki, ade la.. insyaallah... n i jz hope that we will still be friends... dapat menambahkan bilangan kawan2 i.. heheh.. best2.. lagi ramai kawan, lagi banyak perangai, lagi banyak kerenah, lagi best... lagi boleh buat sofia fikir jauh... :) in other words, buat sofia lebih matang biler bergaul dgn ramai kawan... mak pun suke sofia ade kawan ramai as that helped me to forget someone... :) in other words, 2008 banyak ajar sofia the meaning of life n menghargai lagi hidup nie..

tahun 2008 pun buat sofia jadi lebih rapat dgn sedara-sedara... dlu kurang berckp.. skrang dah banyak.. kenal lebih ramai sedara.. even dgn grandparents on mak's side pun sofia dah mula rapat.. ye la.. last time we were not like this.. ade peperangan skit between my parents n grandparents yg kat KL nie.. tp alhamdullillah.. eveything has got back to its place n sumenye berjalan lancar... :) best la tahun nie..

other den dat.. banyak la.. mcm2 dah jadi tahun nie.. banyak benda yg i dah buat n banyak jugak benda yg telah pun sedarkan i... :) alhamdullillah.. allah masih sygkn i dan masih beri peluang utk berubah... hopefully, 2009 ni, sofia akan berubah menjadi org yg lebih baik.. :) may 2009 tak buat sofia menangis mcm tahun 2008 dlu.. may it brings happiness in my life..

oh yeah... insyaallah.. middle of the yr atau pun end of the yr, ill be flying off to either UK or New Zealand... abah wants to send me off awal sbb he said, banyak sgt 'gangguan' kat KL nie.. heheh... ooppss...!! i am quite excited about it tho.. harapan.. any of the uni, accept my results and i dpt fly as soon as possible.. insyaallah.. doakan ye... kalau ikut hati, nk pegi UK.. but see la how.. New Zealand would b fine too.. mana2 pun bleh.. :)

k la... kalau ade story menarik, sofia akan tulis lg ye... take care everyone n HAPPY NEW YEAR...!! =)

Kelas Bahasa Terengganu

Words for today:

1. Smula (ade sabdu skit) - smula eh sofia -> lain kali ye sofia

2. berehi (stress on the word R) - dok berehi -> tak suke la

3. kek gi - kek gi kite pi makan - > sekejap lg kite pegi makan

hahah.. hello ppl..!!! :) im back with Kelas Bahasa Terengganu.. one of the boy who is working in MGH is from Terengganu.. very pemalu orangnye.. hehehe.. lately only we started talking... heheh... but I know, deep inside his heart, dia seorang yg sgt suka pada tmpt kelahiran dia.. n by even working in KL, dat doesnt stop him from speaking Terengganu...

So, now... im trying to understand his language.. well... not to say i don understand.. well.. i do a lil bit la coz my family angkat dulu pun from Dungun.. but Mr. F is somewhere from Terengganu yg dah dekat2 to Kelantan... so, his way of speaking is slightly different den my family angkat... but takpe la.. best jugak sekali sekala jd org negeri lain selain KL.. so now, im learning his language... according to him, learn a word by a day.. hahah... so, baru2 nie ade la a few words dat i learn from him... hahah... susah gak nk faham da way he talks.. must listen carefully n dgr betul2... baru boleh tangkap ape dia ckp.. kadang2 kesian gak sbb dia nk ckp dgn i, but i don understand wat he was trying to say.. last last, dia tak nak ulang watever he has already said... kesian n takut lak sbb he might think i nie, blurr sgt sampai tak faham ape dia ckp... sorry..!! hehehe.. but yea.. its fun tho.. tp lps ni dah tak bleh belajar his language dah as i'm goin to stop working soon.. really soon... :( hmm.. goin to miss all of them very much... :((

Girls Outing

the 'kononnye' paris hilton model... :P


US..!! since 2002.. syg yall babes... :)


adila was excited to let the fish gigit her fat legs.. haha

manda's feet was the fishes fav... eeeyyeeww...!! i geli...


Fish Spa..!! =)

ooohhh... had a very tiring weekend yet it was fun.. =) friday nite, was out with office mates... saturday, one whole day was out with relatives, n today was out with old school frens... had the bonding session we used to had last time... oh gosh!! i realized how much i missed them soooooooo much...

frens are the best.. it has been ages since we seriously sat down n talk n laugh n gossips n all the things that we used to do.. it has been years.. selalu jumpe sekejap coz each n everyone of us has so many things to do.. in the end, we managed to find free time n sat down to catch up on wat has been goin on each others life...

im so happy now... Adila has been together for more than 3 years n Amanda is getting engaged soon.. they were telling me on the topic of CHOOSY.. wohoo..!! only they know how choosy am i.. n how idiot i can be in comparing each n everyone of them n in the end just dumped n ignored the nice guys n fall in love with idoits.. well... hahah.. ;D thats me.. but its about time to change... it clearly shown that they are grown up n so much mature compared to me.. im still the kiddo kinda girl which im trying to change that soon... that is listed in one of my azam of 2009.. =) its about time for me to change my attitude n which is good n which is not.. banyak la cerita.. it is juzt that i am so very lazy to press the freaking keyboard.. well.. besides, it should be jz among the 3 of us n nobody else.. heheh...

k la... dats for tonight.. i got to go n sleep as i have to go for work tmr... k peeps... take care n as usual there will b pics.. =) LOVE AMANDA N ADILA..!!

p/s: manda... thanx once again.. i know i've been saying thank you for so many times but still... THANK YOU...!! seriously hope that we could go holiday somewhere before i fly next yr... =) n pray for me to chow from this country as soon as possible as i think that is the only reason for me to b more independent n start anew...

I like my new friends in MGH =)

when abg manager was staring at a girl.. ishk3...


cucu gajah n anak gajah.. hahaha.. ;D goin to miss them seriously..

while waiting for the boys to come down.. si gadis pink, sdg thn perut.. gadis kurung hitam putih, tahan gelak.. si gadih serba hitam, control ayu... wahahah.. ;D syg da kakaks... :)

when we went down tanpa pengetahuan boss... Account Manager, Workshop Manager n I.. hehe.. :) they r very cute tho...

when we were about to cross the road.. kalau ade buss dtg, mmg meninggal kitorang kat situ.. hehhe..

the kakaks n I di kala turun bawah tanpe pengetahuan 'ayahanda'

Workshop Manager n I.. sungguh kecil size badannye abg manager ini... hahaha

ehem!! gossip hangat di MGH... ahhaha.. ;D

di saat si dia excited jumpe cap.. haha..

choc given to me by Ms May.. :) thank you..!!

hello my bloggie..!! hehhe.. was suppose to go watch movies with the new frens from MGH after work yesterday evening... but tak jadi as kak M mengalami sakit puan.. whahaha.. ;D kak A, kak Z n i was quite excited bout it tho.. but well... tak jd.. takpe la.. :)

after maghrib prayer, we all decided to go dinner n we invited the boys to come along too.. at first they didnt wanna go but ntah selepas encik F balik.. diorang nk pegi pulak.. so okay la... i said, the more ppl, the merrier it will be.. besides lps ni ntah jumpe diorang ke tak sbb im goin to start college soon too n stop kerja dah.. sad to think about that sebenarnye.. tp alaa... start kete, call, jumpe je la nnt... insyaallah.. kalau diorang masih nak kawan dgn budak sofia anak pak sahari yg tak ckp umur ni la kan.. ehhehe.. :)

we had dinner in KLCC.. after makan.. ambik la gambar utk suke2 je... i was too over i guess.. gedik sgt.. kak M suruh ambik gambar F... tp F tak suke camera.. dia ckp dgn kak A, klu dia ambik gambar, nnt demam dia tak baik... ntah petua mana dia gune kan... well.. takpe la... it is not like im goin to 'manderem' his pic ke ape.. ambik je... skali dia gertak.. he said, its either you delete those pics or ill throw away the camera... sofia trus jd takut..!! dh la baru je nk buat kawan.. sofia menggedik lebih.. kan org dh marah... :(( menggeletar trus lutut... sorry F!! dah la.. to even think about this pun, dah ckp menyeramkan... bukan ape... sofia terlupe yg diorang tu lebih tua dr sofia n bukannye sebaya sofia sampai sofia nk gurau lebih2 kan... dah la baru kenal.. nk gurau mcm dh lama kenal lak.. ish..!! mengong sungguh diriku.. sofia sgt gedik.. so which ever pics yg sofia ambik... sofia dah delete... n those yg org lain ambik je sofia simpan... sorry again F..!! abg S gelak pulak.. dia ckp, blum tgk dia marah lg... lg takut.. dah la.. sofia tak suke tgk org marah.. fobia skit.. kalau mak abah marah tu dah tak heran...

well... dah malas nk tekan keyboard nie... ill upload those crazy pics we took n korang tgk la sendiri ye.. :) btw... name has been change due to privacy... :) bubbye... take care... shall cont later.. :)