Happy New Year 2009!!

hello.. its new year.. happy new to year to everyone... :) its da 3rd day of January n yet im sure everyone is still excited with their azam for 2009.. jz hope our azam bukan hangat-hangat tahi ayam je la kan.. hehe.. :)

ntg much happen last yr... 2008 was da year dat has thought me lots of things in life.. from relationships sampai la ke friendship dan termasuklah jugak hubungan dgn parents n being independant and etc.. well.. i started 2008 dgn cerita yg tak brape best.. i was not myself to be honest.. i started doing things dat im really sure if my parents find out, they will so kill me.. started wih cutting hair short (dat was not really a big deal yet), started year one of my degree early of the yr and taking things dat i shouldnt take (kononnye to release stress).. for God sake...!! never ever meranakan diri sendiri just because of a guy.. come on.. kite dah zaman moden skrang.. women can live on their own.. i mean, women do need men in their life but just dont make yourself look dumb just because of an ****t... :) thats one thing i have learnt... after awhile, i realize that there lots of ppl out there who still loves me esp my frens.. they hv been with me whenever i need them... they r my strength.. den, things changes slowly after that..

middle of the yr, mula terlalai sekejap.. started doing badly dlm studies.. parents did not say anything yet at that time.. not till end of the yr, they told me think wisely... i shouldnt say what is it about but that has made me realize, parents have tried so hard to understand me and yet they still talk to me properly eventho i have been hurting them so badly this yr.. i know, dalam nada suara diorang, harapan yg sgt tinggi diorang letak utk anak diorang ni as i am the one n only child in the family.. insyaallah mak abah, ill change this yr n prove it to others yg anak mak abah ni bukan calang2 budak n jawatan idaman ku itu nanti akan tercapai.. insyaallah.. :) hahah

thn 2008 jugak thn first i get to go holiday with frens.. first dpt pegi wedding kak azza awal thn dgn kwn2.. klu tak dlu, rasenya mcm tak bleh kn.. lps tu, middle of the yr.. i get to go Bangkok with frens too.. :) which i was so happy at that time.. to even think about it, sampai skrang masih teringat Bangkok, but never mind, theres always next time.. i shall think 2009 ni nak pegi mane pulak... hmmm.. hehe.. Manda said, we might be goin Singapore middle of the yr.. tapi perancangannye je la.. not sure whether it is confirm ke tak.. hopefully jd coz we hv never spend time together (old school frens) bercuti kat mane2... :) missing them already...

then, end of the yr ari tu, worked in MGH (as you can see in the post before this).. banyak benda i belajar... get to know new ppl.. very good ppl.. at first, mcm takut2 jugak.. but after a week or two, best la pulak.. not till the last week of December, slowly dah rase mcm sayang nak stop kerja.. wat the heck la.. belajar ade 2 tahun lg kan.. so yeah..!! focus..!! hehehe.. :) kerja tu klu ade rezeki, ade la.. insyaallah... n i jz hope that we will still be friends... dapat menambahkan bilangan kawan2 i.. heheh.. best2.. lagi ramai kawan, lagi banyak perangai, lagi banyak kerenah, lagi best... lagi boleh buat sofia fikir jauh... :) in other words, buat sofia lebih matang biler bergaul dgn ramai kawan... mak pun suke sofia ade kawan ramai as that helped me to forget someone... :) in other words, 2008 banyak ajar sofia the meaning of life n menghargai lagi hidup nie..

tahun 2008 pun buat sofia jadi lebih rapat dgn sedara-sedara... dlu kurang berckp.. skrang dah banyak.. kenal lebih ramai sedara.. even dgn grandparents on mak's side pun sofia dah mula rapat.. ye la.. last time we were not like this.. ade peperangan skit between my parents n grandparents yg kat KL nie.. tp alhamdullillah.. eveything has got back to its place n sumenye berjalan lancar... :) best la tahun nie..

other den dat.. banyak la.. mcm2 dah jadi tahun nie.. banyak benda yg i dah buat n banyak jugak benda yg telah pun sedarkan i... :) alhamdullillah.. allah masih sygkn i dan masih beri peluang utk berubah... hopefully, 2009 ni, sofia akan berubah menjadi org yg lebih baik.. :) may 2009 tak buat sofia menangis mcm tahun 2008 dlu.. may it brings happiness in my life..

oh yeah... insyaallah.. middle of the yr atau pun end of the yr, ill be flying off to either UK or New Zealand... abah wants to send me off awal sbb he said, banyak sgt 'gangguan' kat KL nie.. heheh... ooppss...!! i am quite excited about it tho.. harapan.. any of the uni, accept my results and i dpt fly as soon as possible.. insyaallah.. doakan ye... kalau ikut hati, nk pegi UK.. but see la how.. New Zealand would b fine too.. mana2 pun bleh.. :)

k la... kalau ade story menarik, sofia akan tulis lg ye... take care everyone n HAPPY NEW YEAR...!! =)